41. What You Don’t Know: Write about a secret you’ve kept from someone else or how you feel when you know someone is keeping a secret from you.https://thinkwritten.com/365-creative-writing-prompts/
Secrets From Myself
Sometimes I just don’t want to let myself feel something.
I just don’t want to give myself permission to feel. Usually negative things.
I start to get this blank feeling. A numbness that means I’m pushing something down.
Feeling Numb This Fourth
I think today I’m numb because I’m trying not to let myself think about so many things.
The pandemic. The lack of affordable or available childcare in this country. The upcoming election. Immigration proceedings. Our children’s mental well-being. My lack of career. White supremacy.
Not In the Mood
So I’m not much in the mood for celebrating.
I guess I’m not really keeping a secret from myself. The numbness, though. That’s a sure-fire sign I’m trying to push away something I don’t want to feel.
So I made a blueberry pie! And truth be told, it was one of my better ones.
All those worries are still there. But at least now I have a quintessential American dessert to drown them out with.